Hey people !

We live in a world full of lost souls, no one seems to be happy or know what they want out of life.
I mean take me for example I am from a one parent family, am not saying its a bad thing or anything but it is a lonely situation. My mum is so caught up in her work, she makes her life and my life miserable. I understand how lucky I am to even have a parent, but sometimes I wish I could run and never look back. You see my life is still a mystery, but am learning everyday how life throws obsticals at you, and sometimes you fail and suceed.

I find it hard to let anyone in, I have a barrior because I found it hard to trust people because of people in and out of my life. I feel that what most people need to learn in life is how to love people and use things, instead of using people and loving things.

A couple of years ago I lost the most important person in my life, my Grandad. I saw him as the biggest inspiration to me because he never let his illness put him down, he lead his life the way he wanted and i'll never forget that. I still havent had the chance to really grieve him, but i'll always see him as my dad !

“Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering.”

Me x